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#edtwt • 23
if you’re under 18 or on shtwt dnf pls 🔞
gw: 120lb by March , ugw: 100-110lb (im 5’8)
days b/p free: 0

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Uhmmm hi edtwt intro ig 👋

23 • he/him
drunkorexic & stonerexic
gw 120 lb • ugw 100-110lb
Recently relapsed, basically binged on alc over the past 6 months and gained so much but I’m locking in

#edtwt #edrtwt #ricecakestwt

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I hate myself

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accountability thread ig

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Today’s total (500 was alc) also not including an entire kids pizza that I binged then immediately purged (I think I purged it all)

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@kangelsurprise exactlyyy like I feel like I’d have too much fun it’d just encourage me 😭😭

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no more drinking just shrooms

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Wait it’s 12am now I can drink more calories… except I was supposed to fast today UGHHH

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@autumnofedshtwt no mine too like who tf

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comparisonso will b the death of me

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bro my face and eyes puffy AS FUCK on shrooms rn like I look allergic

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I’m tripping out bad in the bathroom about how little my thumbs are compared to my thighs LMAO

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kinda wanna do more shrooms tho hehe

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shroomz lower my food noise soooooo good

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Bruh who reported me I’ve been active for 5 seconds 😭😭

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Bro maybe I just stop eating completely and only drink cuz i need 750 cals of alc minimym

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I think? I purged that entire kids pizza

Cw // purging
I rlly hope so
I tried like 20 times after my last vom and nothing came up

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I want a shot so bad but I’m way past my cals

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I’m not eating for like the next week
Except that’s a lie bc im addicted to purging

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I almost like the purging part more than the eating

Esp when u keep gagging urself and there’s nothing left

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lol just b/ped an entire kids pizza lol

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like 1% of it is eating it and the other 99% is purging why do I do this to myself