Winter will return someday. My joy will turn to ashes. The imperfection of life will catch up with me. I'll be tempted then to despair, to be faithless.
I praise now on the mountaintop. I hope, in the next valley, I act just as faithfully, keeping the joy of spring in my soul.
It's cloudy and dark outside. A strong storm blowing. I'm inside with the fan on, eating some good food, listening to it all.
It's finally the time of year you can wear shorts again. I thought I'd never see the snow melt. I thought I'd never see grass again. Winter is over.
I wish I did not curse God during my winter. Somehow, someway, no matter how many times I go astray, or how badly I curse him, God helps take this life of mine, a life which I love, filled with people who I love beyond anything, taste sweet again. Because he cares for me.
Here's to hoping that, my last act as Mimi Ch., would be to reach some hearts.
Thank you for all the wonderful memories over the years, and I'm glad I could give you guys some closure as to where I am and how I'm doing. I'm living my best life 💖
I love you all and thank you!
Just posted on my channel that I'm pretty much done with vtuber editing cause I no longer feel the need to seek fulfillment from this hobby. I am very tempted to go back and edit that post (even after everything I'm still a perfectionist!), but I know some good will come of it!