You'll be shocked by the sheer number of people who are bad, very bad at what they do but earn wayyyy higher than you!!!
That imposter syndrome you're feeling? Throw it out the window. Throw it out now!!!
lol where’s the curiosity? The banter? Mild flirting? Hot flirting? Date planning? If you dnt at least experience NRE (New relationship energy) in the beginning, idk what’s going on. That’s the time for the blind romance, euphoria & giddiness. Maybe you’re just not tht into them