Sub drop is real, esp after doing something humiliating or degrading. Expect it and look after yourself when it happens. And let your dom know so they can look after you too (whether that aftercare is giving you space or reassurance).
You’ll be back for more humiliation soon!
@n0tinthislife Agree with you, but I’d hesitate to call anyone “not actually” submissive. Being transactional doesn’t preclude being submissive. Which sounds pedantic, but a dynamic with the words “you’re not submissive unless” is one based on coercion, not on consent that’s freely given.
Tomorrow, once you’re dressed and ready for your day, I want you to take a moment to make yourself wet and needy.
Over your clothes.
Cum if you must, then leave the mess in your panties or running down your leg as you immediately get back to your day.
@loontard The R thing is super relatable. Gooning = not thinking, which is perfect for an overthinker. Exhibitionism and getting bullied feels so right when you go through life feeling inferior. It’s liberating to be treated as you feel like you deserve. (That’s my sub side speaking)
@loontard We gaf. I know what you say is objectively true & not a feeling or exaggeration. Autism is more disabling than most NTs realize. I’m glad you talk about it tho. Not for NTs to understand, but for other autistic ppl to see and feel seen.
@loontard@betababbles Love to see you back on the big stage! Also, kinda love the idea of other people posting you and you RT’ing and exposing yourself while keeping plausible deniability. Perhaps the way to do a face reveal without revealing it’s you…
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For dinner, take a can of food (e.g., baked beans), dump into your puppy bowl, and eat. No heating. If it must be cooked, chill in fridge overnight, and eat for breakfast instead.
Make it worse: Chew & spit out the food first. Add cum, pee, or milk.
Many of us approach dating with a mask. We hide the parts of ourselves we’re ashamed of.
Humiliation, by contrast, requires incredible vulnerability. Your shame is front & center. It’s intense but feels right.
And in aftercare, you are fully accepted. It’s powerful and freeing
@loontard I’m still trying to figure out the burn out thing. It’s tough. But be nicer to yourself! You may not be able to work the same quantity, but you’re smart (for a girl). It’s stupid that work is measured in hours.
@loontard@WatchPorn4Eva 55,000 views so far. Already a small city. I love it ❤️🥰 I hope you think “they might have seen me fuck myself” with everyone you see this month