Y did I start to care in the first place? This shits still gmfu 6 months later. I love u, but I hate u for making me feel this way. I'm washing my hands of u and idec what u say about it bc I can't handle this pain anymore. We don't stand a chance, its sad but its true. ๐ต๐๐
How come everyone in my life just leaves without even so much as a goodbye? How come my "friends" act like they aren't really my friends? How did this become my life? Bc I don't want it no more, I can't handle it no more. I give up. ๐