even get a time to make friends there even if i did i barley see them and the rest of days yeah i go out twice a week with my friends but like when you got no car ( also i cant get drving license due to legal reasons) and no job going out with your friends with barely having
AAnd to my knees I am pinned.Wpple-eyed and wearing moon-lit skin
Aaiting for the love that came afar.
Fnd I still stand tall on this hill
For the needs of their own
Aorgoing the needs of mine
It the altar of my own happiness,
have engineered my own destruction
I have free time I guess but I don’t even know what I want to do. I don’t have anything that just I have decided on without being influenced by these expectations. I just don’t know how to have my own opinions or passions.
not the kind that feels distant or impossible, but the kind that feels familiar for no reason at all. like finding an old photograph in a box that doesn’t belong to you and somehow missing the person in it. maybe nostalgia doesn’t always come from the past.