Anyway, fine—you’ve apologized. We just hope you won't do it again, if you're worried about repeating the mistake, then start making changes right now. I’m sure you can do it.
We need a sincere apology, not that kind. If you were truly remorseful, why would you say, "Because if I apologize hastily and then make the same mistake again..."? That doesn't sound like a sincere apology at all.
I think I have to blame my bad behavior in the past. People will ask me why I didn't apologize sooner, and the simple thing is, I didn't want to apologize too soon. Because if I apologized quickly and then made the same mistake again, it would be like lying to you all again