I've been so at peace with myself. I no longer feel the need to peruse any friendship with anyone, i no longer feel the need to over explain myself, i no longer feel the need to protect or respect anyone feelings who cant do the same and i just no longer feel the need to reach out to anyone who doesn't reach out to me and i when i say it's so much better this way. it really is.
Stop being so considerate in situations where you are not considered. Kindness is a gift, not an obligation. You'll be drained if you keep pouring into people who don't reciprocate. Protect your spirit and well-being. Redirect your warmth toward those who reflect it back to you.