Do anyone else ever feel like just leaving everything and everyone and exiting the scene from the backdoor, forever, without anyone noticing? I feel like leaving quietly all the time!
Is there an online support group for ugly people? And I mean legit ugly people not those pretty bitches who rant about being ugly just to get attention. Real ugly people with real problems! ๐ถ
โMy existence was a crime in itself. If you had told me then (Before 2018), that Iโd be standing here as your class speaker, Iโd have told you you were out of your mind. But here we are. I stand before you as an #OutandProud#Queer man.โ
#graduated#NewProfilePic
You look at yourself in a mirror and you see not just your face and body but all the way through to your soul and then all the sufferings and trauma you went and are going through makes sense. You see how you deserved it all!
Stop asking me questions like
- How are you?
- How are you feeling?
- How's everything?
- Did you go out today?
- Did you eat?
Because I don't know how to answer them lol
Everyone is born with hopes and desires but imagine how much of pain and strength it takes to give up on your hopes and desires. Living a hopeless life is the bravest thing one can do, contrary to the what people think mostly.
Every interaction with every fucking person, even my friends and lab mates, gives me the feeling of this enormous emptiness in myself. It makes me realise how I don't and will never have anything, right from good looks, good friends, a partner to good academics!