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ECHS Graduate 💓 Charles Vernon Gilbert 3rd 1-21-19 😍🥰 Jocelyn Nicole-Lynn Gilbert 5-21-20 💜💜

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

This morning I was listening to the song in the video. As a stream of tears rolled down my face. Not tears of sadness but tears of joy. A year ago if you’d of told me I’d be living in Tennessee and adventuring with my best friend I would have told you that you were crazy.

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

5 hours and then I’m on vacation for 11 days. That is the biggest blessing around. 😅😌🙌🏼

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

I need this vacation like I need my next breath of air. 6 hours till I’m off work and off for 8 days. 😌🙌🏼

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

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[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

Did I just make the decision at 1:00 in the morning to travel the 5 and a half hours to see my grandmother in West Virginia and pack a bag for my entire family? Yes. Yes I did. Sweet sweet serenity here I come.

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

I’m struggling so much with the holidays this year.

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

Laundry and Lesson Plan Sunday. 😅 I’ve let the laundry go and what should’ve been one load is now three. 🥴🙃 I quit.

[Laura- destiny @dxstinyy00]

For someone to make an active decision to never speak to you again, and they deeply care/ love you that tells you A LOT. They’re aware they have to go through a grieving process over that decision to remove you and still pick that over having you in their life??? Speaks volumes.

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

I accidentally deleted all mine and Chases old text messages and now I’m crying because there were some from when I was pregnant that I wanted to keep.

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

I’m going to get my hair done on Thursday and having a girls day on Saturday and honestly I’m so excited. Let’s be real though. My girls day is just running a bunch of errands that I don’t feel like taking Jocelyn on so she’s gonna have a day with daddy.

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

I don’t know what going to be harder about this birthday surprise for Chase. Planning it and getting everything set in stone or keeping myself from telling him until his birthday. 🥴🥴

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

You don’t know hurt until your love language is physical touch and you can’t even love on your significant other. 😭😭

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

This year is my Nanas first holidays without my pop and honestly. My heart is gonna break walking into that house tomorrow night and him not being there. 💔😭😭

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

I am absolutely unprepared for our trip to West Virginia and we leave in 2 days. I work till 5:00 today and tomorrow. 🥴🥴 Guess I’m gonna have to make myself pack tonight so that it’s done before Wednesday. 🙃🙃

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

@AmberliLynn15 Pretty Lady! Miss you lots! 💜

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

@malzcombz Mine has been too! I had to change my password last week because I had forgotten my info.

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

Chases phone will literally go all day without ringing and as soon as we lay down he’ll get at least one phone call. 🥴

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

I’m going to West Virginia next week to surprise my Great Grandmother with her Great Great Granddaughter she hasn’t seen in over a year and my hearts not ready for the overwhelming response she’s gonna have.

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

@reedtiff I had all my stuff on layaway last year before Thanksgiving and that’s just because I didn’t have anywhere to hide the presents and this year we’ve bought 1 present before thanksgiving.

[Destanee 🤪💞 @DestaneeLowe]

Grief sucks and tonight it’s being a complete bitch. 💔💔