Akechi of Shedtwt

17teen ~ she/they ~ dms open ~ Sword ✨ ~ Bilingual 🇲🇽🇺🇸 ~ femNB

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

“I’m tired”

My dad: “are you eating enough?”

Haaaa….haaaaa….haaaaaha let’s move on!

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

Oh it’s only been 4 days since I texted my partner? That’s not that long

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

And also no I don’t rlly wanna tell my dad about my life depression(??) coming back and disassociating through life rn cause they’re gonna think I’m crazy and not gonna leave me alone like I want to be

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

I’m trying to explain how tired I am all the fucking time to my parents and it’s like they’re listening but not???

My dads asking if I want to talk about emotional stuff (I feel actually nothing)

And my moms suggesting me taking pills for liver/iron but won’t give me em

[໊ @xingyuelvr]

when sua is concerned for mizi and she voices her concerns, she just gets slapped across the face. sua is so scared of being abandoned so she just hugs mizi. this is my toxic yuri.

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

And if I said some of y’all try overshadowing every sua mizi moment with ivantill stuff and that you guys don’t appreciate the women of the show, y’all would kill me

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

Y’all woudl hate me if I said I prefer Sua and Mizi over Ivantill

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

My mom saying I don’t look diffrent and that I’m not skinny ☹️ hurt a lot

But ig atleast it’s pushing me to lock in

[Fuwafa 🥞🐾 @fuwafavt]

I wish everyone in the world had tails imagine seeing your friend get embarrassed and their tail wagging like crazy

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

I need to be skinny like YESTERDAY

[unicorn @cutestbabypup]

i want to relapse and die

[˗ˏˋ» 🦄┆ Ӻ𐒢ᎿᎿᎥ !┆⳽ⲏⲉ𝖽τⲱτ ˎˊ˗ @fetticayke]

being short and trying to lose weight is such a humiliation ritual because wdym i’d have to be 100lbs for me to just be AVERAGE. 🫩

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

Dude I’ll totally be an ekitten for money

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

I can’t help but wish I had a toxic obsessive abusive person in my life to hurt me but say they love me, cause I fear that’s the only love I know

And it’s the pain and comfort I deserve to feel, from someone like that

[⋆˙⟡˚₊‧꒰ა໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ୨୧ @ametic2u]

ive been getting dumber and more emotional each day

[realyuriyearners @realyuriyearns]

if you don't stop hurting me on purpose i will go limp and silently cry while you continue to hurt me. don't you mess with me.

[ᓚᘏᗢ @rottengrl4u]

i don’t think i stopped needing support, i just stopped expecting it

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

I want to talk to him but at the same time I don’t

I don’t wanna talk with anyone

Talking is hard, thinking of responses and being careful with what I say is hard

[Akechi of Shedtwt @DetectiveSword7]

I miss my partner
I want to talk to him
Ik I should hve reached out first but I don’t even feel alive lately I don’t wanna bother him

Maybe he’s not even Avaliable and I’m messing up his free time