𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕

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[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

I seriously need to figure out a second means of income.

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

This heat is making me EVIL!

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

@cherubinnoiir Block these people, why should you have to prove anything to anyone.

[lestat de lioncourt’s estrogen supplier @maharetsjesse]

these two actually sat there and planned that one of them would hide behind the coffin and the other would hide behind a door and timed everything just demonic and funny for the sake of it

[Shoop @Shuploc]

Quick Lestat piece 🍷 #IWTV

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

.damn automobiles showering me in cancer

[alinne @thevampirelelio]

parem de falar do meu amigo pessoal o vampiro lestat se vcs não gostam dele, grata

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

Unfortunately magnus is breathing down my neck now

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

I’ll take D but switch seats with Lestat so he can be with his man.

[Liz ᵀⱽᴸ @lestatgothic]

choose your seat

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

I’m like very vain and flock to mirrors and try to look my best. So being told I’m pretty when i’m messy threw me off

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

Still thinking about how flustered I felt yesterday when I got straight out of bed into a videocall with a friend and the first thing they say is something along the lines of “oh wow you look so pretty” when I looked like DOGSHIT and barely awake.

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

It’s soooo not that serious why are you yelling at pixels, get a grip.

[daizey @daizey_ow]

i hate when people rage so much at video games it actually ruins the good vibe

[daizey @daizey_ow]

i hate when people rage so much at video games it actually ruins the good vibe

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

I keep having dreams with the same people in it, sometimes I think it’s real until I wake up. Hm.

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

Well i should atleast look into psychiatrists that should doable.
Get me some normal pills

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

There was a point during the video chat where my face kinda dropped its smile once I realized “oh this is gonna make it impossible” and then being told so.

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

I’m still upset that bc of my actively mentally draining and soul sucking job I just actually can’t get therapy bc my schedule is very volatile. It’s fine after I return from europe I’ll find something with stable scheduling

[𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒔𝒉𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 @Devildecour]

Looking at my birth certificate and seeing that the attendant/certifier was named Claudia. Mm okay

[Vivian @suchnerve]

Stop self isolating. Your nervous system is lying to you when it tells you solitude is safety. You will always need other people.

[V. @toriiii_xoxx]

another reason i want to make money is so i can randomly gift the people i care about.