free from abusive relationship. c-ptsd sufferer, daft cunt, atheist, unfuckable nerd. Single by choice. previously a member of Stuffed and The Slack Rats.
@jamesenglish0 i was going to do it on the morning of dec 29 2024 when i realised my relationship had become that abusive that i was better off out of this world. the only reason i'm still here is cos i didnt have enough pain meds to OD in the house and at 5.40am on a sunday everywhere is shut
@GingerWildheart I did that. I wore my heart on my sleeve and all it's ever gotten me is used, abused, betrayed and discarded. So now I don't love anyone. Cos people only need me when I can provide supply for them.
@EzuieQuotes@GingerWildheart i did, when she left me for dead on the morning of 29 dec. deleted my facebook, snapchat, instagram and decided to fill the bath and take all the paracetamol...but i only had 2. so i ended up having to go to work and i'm now in this weird alt timeline. i shouldt be here...
@GingerWildheart thank you sir. most days i feel like i'm living in my own flashpoint paradox. i didnt get the timeline i wanted, my story should have finished on dec 29...but i i stayed alive. i had no plans for this timeline and now i'm on earth bland. the joys of recovery from a narcissist
@honeyNonABG my ex gf abused me, telling me she wasnt strong enough to be with me if i had diabetes. emotionally battered me to the point i was suicidal. txted my mate to sort me out and left me to die. never checked to see if i was alive. the only reason i am is lack of painkillers that day
@TheJoeySwoll My drunk abusive narcissist ex gf belittled me for a single post on Instagram saying I was a bit down, a bit depressed and missing my SP. She called it being a crybaby on Instagram and told me it was a turn off. Telling me that my counsellor must be shit cos I'm not fixed yet!
@GingerWildheart https://t.co/6if9ggtj59 I don't think you were a member of Gunslinger, but Gunslinger adjacent so you might remember this song my old band covered (blame Smoulty) which is on our album I remixed and remastered as 2 of the people who were on it have passed.