Every night I get in my head and want to isolate from everyone. & Everyday my cousin calls me and shakes me out it… she’s literally pulling me out my depression and doesn’t even know it 🥺
I’m so conflicted in solitude. Trusting that God had to remove everyone from me. I’ve never felt more alone in my life. But it feels like it’s exactly what I needed
girl to girl.... put you first. hit the gym consistently. keep your nails done. eat GOOD food. do the hobbies you enjoy. take your vitamins. 9-10 hours of sleep. buy that new workout set. delete distractions. water your grass so much that you don't give a shit about anyone
"you're too picky"
His morals will raise my children. His hands will protect my home. His heart will nurture mine when I'm hurting.
You’re not picky enough
I'm actively trying to unlearn every toxic trait within me. Ion want to argue, be disrespectful, act cold or question love. i want to be emotionally intelligent, gentle and intentional w my person.
no one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching between "keep going, it'll get better" and "i can't do this anymore I'm about to give up"
Hate to admit it but they were right— you kind of do need to disappear, lock in like crazy, raise your standards, and refuse to lower them to get your dream life.
I'm FOREVERRRR praying that i get my fairytale ending...the financial freedom, the family, the peace, the love...just everything that i truly and genuinely deserve.