Even now I’m trying to climb the career ladder, invest, go to therapy and get to a point where I’m confident the issues in the past would never be a problem again but I cant stand the thought of it being too late
Recently learnt how to do my own make up, got my nails and toes done and look so good rn yet all I can think about is how much I wish he could’ve seen me like this on our dates
So many dumb things I wanna share with him for some reason. I want to tell him he would’ve hated the food in Crete, show him my nails I got done, tell him how I can do my own make up now and send him silly tiktoks he’d find funny