@Leeroy__Mateo Some people handle things easier than others. But it’s never easy. Things like guilt are going to eat at you all almost all the time.
But bottling it up never does any good
@Leeroy__Mateo I don’t.
I’m just assuming based on the fact you said it wasn’t good emotions. Because if it is regret I just assumed you did something you regret now
@Leeroy__Mateo Probably. But maybe you should think about some of the advice people give you.
Is it regret? Sadness? Those are the only two emotions I could think of that could be how you feel
Either way both are understandable. Maybe you regret what you had done to her. Or you are sad that-
@Leeroy__Mateo Yeah you are right. It isn’t my business.
But it goes to show that you have some vulnerable information that you could share. But it’s understandable that you don’t
@Leeroy__Mateo You just enjoy lying don’t you.
If you don’t have anything to be vulnerable about. What about your life before the circus. What about your mother. It seems like something related to her is vulnerable information
@Leeroy__Mateo Oh wait. Yeah. It can hurt people like you who are just afraid to just be a tiny but vulnerable. Therefore you push everyone away in order to keep that barrier up.
It’s understandable to set boundaries. But to be horrible to people while doing so is something else
@Leeroy__Mateo - can’t hurt anyone.
Maybe if you just gave an attempt to give people a reason to rely on you. You would understand it’s not as bad as you think it is
@Leeroy__Mateo If we are so similar. Of course I’m going to read far into things. It just feels like you don’t think anyone relies on you because you seem afraid of getting close to people.
Maybe something happened that caused you to stop trusting yourself around people. But giving it a chance-
@Leeroy__Mateo You say you’re better off without it. But I find that hard to believe. I think it’s something else then you just believing you are better off then having someone rely on you
@Leeroy__Mateo And make things worse for everyone?
No thanks. That’s what makes us different. When your friends need you. You’d probably make things worse by being like this. While I chose to care. Because at least I know they might need someone
@Leeroy__Mateo She might be. But that’s only because I haven’t had a need to bring up the others.
Jangle is a bit of a brat and might downplay Nullble’s depression. While the others can be a bit at times. It’s mostly because of Jester for the way things are…..and I guess someone has to care
@Leeroy__Mateo Do you really think I’m friends with Jester….yeah she forces me to be open with her. But I wouldn’t count her as a true friend anymore. Maybe we were once. But not anymore.
Besides I’m talking about the other circus members