After that 2 of my only escape is being destroyed. One of it crumbles between toxic community and a fuckin maniac. Still incompetence haunts me. Am i incompetece to be blendin with others nor am i fuckin idealistic asshole who cant handle emotion.
1 year of fuckin same nightmare since she's gone, last 8 months some people used to be friend added 2 more nightmare, now im sleepless. The incompetence haunts me, where did i do wrong. Why everyone leave me. i'm too afraid to be alone. But still too traumatize to walk off.
Life must go on no matter how fucked you are....
pen curhat pun juga ga ada gunanya sih.... yang diajaga dan dipertahankan ujung ujungnya cuma buang buang waktu.....
@bekicotmoncrod Kerjanya biasanya sih setara sama motong rumput sepak bola pake gunting kuku deadlinenya 1 hari.... atau ngetikin skripsi orang pake sarung tinju sampe di ACC dosen...
Hal yang rada mustahil dengan dedlen yang ga kira kira....