it's me your mental illness

Je suis lowkey

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

If you wanna be happy date a millennials from 1986-1996 and settle down. Those people are tired

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

I'm not like you. I choose to forgive myself for not becoming the person I want to be. I'm done punishing myself

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

Just because he can't appreciate you in the same way you can appreciate yourself, that doesn't mean he appreciate you in a different way

[Han🍀 @0xhanyfa]

gue suka banget kalimat ini:

“Orang yang gak terbiasa komunikasi sehat, tiap masukan kerasa kayak sindiran.

Orang yang kurang tanggung jawab, tiap kritik kerasa kayak disudutkan.”

Ego itu harus dikontrol, bukan diturutin.

Karena kalau ego yang selalu pegang kendali, semua hal bakal diputer jadi soal harga diri.
Dikit-dikit ngerasa diserang, dikit-dikit pengen ngebela diri, padahal belum tentu orang lain punya niat seburuk itu.

Ego bikin kita susah denger, susah nerima, dan akhirnya susah berkembang.

Padahal gak semua masukan itu jatuhin kadang itu cara orang lain biar kita bisa jadi versi yang lebih baik.

Kalau ego terus diturutin, yang ada kita bakal stuck di situ-situ aja.
Gak belajar, gak berubah, cuma makin pinter ngehindar dan nyalahin keadaan.

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

inget ya, kalau kamu udah lost contact tapi dia datang lagi, itu bukan jodoh ya, tapi Tuhan lagi ngetes kamı udah pinter apa masih tolol

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

What am I pretending not to know about myself? Maybe achieving a lots of things, i thought that would make me complete in a way hasn't necessarily happened

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

Sometimes you have a good day, but feel so bad about it because you feel like you don't deserve it

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@neohistoria_id Kebacut sih ini. The amount of admin's stupidity is endless

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I think that in many relationships to greater or lesser extend, at certain point we're all seeking of evidence that we're unworthy of being loved

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

It's like everytime I opened social media, daddy zucc and elon installing new insecurities that I don't needed to my brains

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The moment you realized that you're the punching bag of the friend group. You're very aware that they don't treat you as an equal. At this point their bullying and jokes don't even hurt. You’ve been through so much, you already make peace with the disrespect

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

Started working from a small company and already being compared to their peers, just to end it all with self sabotage

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

I don't need to have an opinion about everything and I don't owe you to give you one, to prove that I'm intelligent.

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

Some people are so extroverted irl, but they always ignoring your phone calls. Turns out they're too anxious and uncomfortable having a conversation without seeing or interact with person physically

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@infoBMKG Kerasa sampe malang

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Have u ever felt like you're the leftover friend? U have many friend groups & u thought that they're your best friends. But the reality is you're not. You're the filler who's never been approached first or asked out. They treat u like a spare, you're just everyone's last option

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It's funny how you destroy every small pieces of yourself and replace them one by one with the better pieces until none original parts remain. You've become the best version of yourself but at the end you're not the same person, like a ship of Theseus.

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

Have you ever feel turned off by an attractive person because you never fell intellectually stimulate by them?

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I miss the way I viewed the world before I knew too much about it

[it's me your mental illness @DipoPapo]

My therapist said
​"If you can love the wrong person that much, just imagine how much the love you could give to the right person"

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@marukoch4n I do, I did, I'm done

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The moment when you avoid to see someone else's post because they're manifest the qualities we wish we had, so successful until it's too painful to watch