tip(?): if you're overthinking, call a friend and try to summarize the topic you were overthinking about. The social anxiety will make you focus only on your speech, keeping you off from overthinking
even if it feels a waste, the moment it starts rolling, it won't stop
i understand how you feel, but i don't want to see you suffer aimlessly like this anymore
phone rings
"we need to talk"
comes upstair
mom and dad were sitting there
"i think we shouldn't be together anymore."
"no matter what happens, we'll still love you nonetheless."
haven't heard of that for 15 years
you always argued, but never really settled for an answer
now that i know why, i feel bad for both
especially mom
i think it is finally to leave
life made you come across all sorts of people
but it never told you who to pick
took 6+ years to realize i lowkey hate drawing as an activity
it's fun to experiment and problem-solve using drawings, but the action of drawing itself is insufferable