Dizzy

Age 28 - ED Twt & Suicidal Vent Account - 18+ Only - She/Her - 5’7” - Canadian - TW & “DNI” type info in pinned - ED for 28 years, EDtwt for 7+ years

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

⭐️ Pinned Stuff ⭐️

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@itznotester This is actually so smart, the strawberries would be too cold to taste if they were mixed in and the whipped cream would dilute the iced cream 🤔🤔

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@connectionfear This tweet + bringing my headphones in the shower finally got me to shower today, so thank you 😭🖤

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

Trying to hype myself up to go to the store and get protein powder so I dont need to skip my meds tomorrow 😭

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@ana_log28 (*Exception being if they are the "you have 24 hours to unfollow" type of person, but thats a them-problem, not a you-problem. Any sane and caring person would be HAPPY that your not stuck in this hole all the time 🖤)

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@ana_log28 Its probably the normal rate of losing followers (deactivated, susp3nd3d, etc), and it just SEEMS like more because you arent *gaining* new followers to balance the number back out! I promise no one* is seriously mad at you for not being on here 24/7! 🖤

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

I feel like Ive known some of the people on here for a decade now but then I check their age and its not even possible, but goddamn, the connections are STRONG when everyones sharing their deepest moments 😭

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@TiredAsEff "Triggered" is always used in such a negative sense even tho its actually a pretty neutral word. People just dont like needing to confront the uncomfortable emotions that it brings up even if its triggering a positive change in them

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@TiredAsEff Yes! Theres a HUGE difference between being triggered in a "positive" and a "negative" way.

Like, dont ask "how is my pa¡nting?" if anything other than praise will make you want to quit. You should only ask if you can use the criticism as motivation to improve your pa¡nting 🤷🏻‍♀️

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@kittynbone @N2edtwt69 feeling all at once 🥲 . . . Also, a b0ng h¡t always helps my digestion, so. Much better after a meal IMO 😂🖤

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@kittynbone @N2edtwt69 end up using a bit more more than usual, which can increase my munchies without me realizing, and then once I do eat it could help the weed kick in more. So Id be fighting regular hunger, AND increased munchies, AND that "omg food is available, eat everything" reactive hunger ->

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@minafthoneybees makes sense to other people or the ARFID influences it a lot, but it sounds like a recipe for mold to me, especially when people are adding plant matter or fruits or whatever to it 😬 Its so scary but also SO much work for a single use thing 😭

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

Cant make any nice coffee drinks since I dont own an espresso machine. I cant do anything with milk because all I have is a hand frother which is apparently useless and you need a big fancy one or a steamer to be able to do anything. Cant make syrup because people dont like to ->

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

So fucking bored of my coffee and trying to find something to make it more interesting but everything Im finding is saying that I need to go spend hundreds of dollars, I cant even make a fucking cappuccino without needing to go buy like 2 new machines 😭

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@minafthoneybees which is fucking terrifying already and they say "its good if it stays dry", so by making syrup Im taking something that might already have gone bad and then doing the exact process that they say to not do because it will make it go bad faster, so like?? 😭😭 Idk if that logic ->

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@minafthoneybees Ill have to give that a try sometime!

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

@jandnb15559 Thats just what Ive dealt with since I wasnt sure what type of pain it was, but omg, why are people like that 😭💔 My Gma was like that with my Mom until my Gma started getting them as well and sobbed while apologizing for never believing her and getting mad at her 🥲

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

Need to rep0st cuz of a b0t 🙄

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

Cant make any nice coffee drinks since I dont own an espresso machine. I cant do anything with milk because all I have is a hand frother which is apparently useless and you need a big fancy one or a steamer to be able to do anything. Cant make syrup because people dont like to ->

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

OPPOSITE is true and I actually scored really low?! Even tho a G00gle would prove them wrong, like come on now 🙄

And its not even like Im saying Im super smart!!! Like I usually only bring up the % after mentioning how much my brain has declined due to bad mental health 🥴

[Dizzy @DizzyDisorder]

The "people will downplay your achievements when theyre intimidated by you" thing is SO fucking true because when I tell people that I was tested as a kid and scored EXTREMELY high on my IQ test, people will be like "oh thats actually not that high" or even say that the ->