sometimes it can be, if you believe that it’s that easy.
[ shivers run up her arm, chasing the feeling of his skin and the heat that lingers from him, leaving Dillion yearning to feel as it happened, not reacting without thought. ]
It’s hard to learn anger, resentment,
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...i wish it were as easy as flipping a switch.
( painted fingers carefully trace over the shape of her arm, from her elbow all the way down to the tip of her forefinger and back again. facing the ugly part of himself, almost unsurprisingly, was the most difficult part of »
@PLUMBLOSSUMSNOW the most fun of going out with someone is spending time with them! there’s always time to do things by myself, but it’s rare that someone else’s time overlaps with mine. plus, it’s romantic to give a piece of yourself to teach someone, you know? 🌸
i think the purest form of love is just wanting someone to notice life with you. "taste this. look at that. hear this song." again and again. until you can't imagine noticing life without them.
[ she wishes she could act surprised about his admission of anger because of her, but anger is one of the top emotions she’s been on the receiving end of for a long time, so Dillion can only half laugh, half scoff, a breathy release of dry humor. ]
maybe you shouldn’t be so
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( and like clockwork, he's coaxing her to settle on his lap instead, letting the weight of her body further relax his own. )
i think i'd prefer your company over anyone else's... even when you get to pissin' me off.