doctrabernathyisdead

doctor abernathy is dead ... and the Merchant's now betrothed ... herewith murmurs of one of the crew ...

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@TabaskoSweet 🔥😘

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@katie_dey I do I do!

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Twitch and shudder and shut yourself in. You'll never make sense of this now

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@TabaskoSweet Come 2 Sydney, Sweet

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@katie_dey 😍

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so, I deleted all those suicidal posts from the other night which no one saw. 🤔☠️ whatever. still pretty down.

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actually so fucking grateful to be alive ! whew ! nice to feel this diametric opposition to those other feels .... whew

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niki de saint phalle tho 🌹😍🤩

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I seriously gotta get back to making the record enough of this holiday stuff. 😜

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@DXPetti @Google @Ausdroid agree :( sad.

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@skiesandwater searching the same -- so sad :( !

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@katie_dey And to enjoy the process not let the process fucking ruin us in the meantime :) hahahah that would be the easy way out. The name of our project is actually a reflection of the madness induced in this creative production process. How many times must we listen and tweak?!?!

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@katie_dey I remember reading that @DBtodomundo would loathe to listen back to music he created once it was 'done'. I'm heavily paraphrasing. But I'm in the midst of new record creation and completely get you. Ultimately we need to just get to that point of being able to simply let it go. x

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i have a deep and thick river of sadness flowing through me. yet equal amounts of love for others. and sometimes drive and sometimes an inquisitive nature. Sometimes thirsting for more. But now I'm on that sadness and hurt vibe. Hurting. Hurting. Direct correlation to love for u

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weird "holiday" blues weird shit.

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Now showing: The Toxification of Michael in 2017.

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Maybe a life lesson? :: save self-pollution for when in the company of others ::

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I had a dream where a coworker, one I least would have expected this from, yet still welcomed, nuzzled so sweetly against me as we waited in line for something with other coworkers. I was hurried. In a rush. But she so sweetly showed me affection. Affection I needed. I miss this

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🔥s all day tho. miss you, my love.

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we thoroughly enjoyed you, 2017. thank you, fellow loves, for being there with us. we're cooking up some v. good feels to share anew in 2018. can't wait. xxx doctor abernathy is dead xxx