Your time spent on the internet will feel much more relaxing when you realize how harmful to your health having an opinion on every single topic in the zeitgeist is. You don't have to care all the time.
I did a good thing and I'll never be able to tell the person I want most to see me that I did it. I should be satisfied but I'm not. I cannot wait to see my therapist in November.
I don't want to think of people I loved as heartless, cruel, and self-centered. I don't want to think of myself as foolish and angry and deserving of being left behind.
I hope EMDR is the last tool I need to finally process the painful memories of the last four years of my life and beyond. I am tired of the nightmares and feeling of inadequacy that permeates my every thought and leaves me struggling to find the will to keep living.
you should never be ashamed of feeling too much, caring too much, being attached way too easily, loving too much or being too much, you're honest that's all that matters, you should be aware never ashamed. never.
The avoidant discard is one of the most devastating things to experience. One minute, the connection feels real, and the next, youβre met with silence that makes you question everything. Youβre left wondering if any of it was ever mutual. That kind of emotional whiplash is heartbreaking.
@kiryussideburns "I am passionate about not being homeless; which, as you know, is not a great state of living. I'd like to pay my 4500+ thousand dollar credit debt I obtained after being laid off unexpectedly too. Is that a satisfactory answer?"
Half a year ago today I was planning my first party in a decade, and I imagined I would not be alone.
Today I am alone. I am alone, but I am still here. I persist for now.
Four years ago today I was in a failing relationship that left me with lasting mental health challenges.
Three years ago today I was alone.
Two years ago today I was in a failing relationship that left me with lasting mental health challenges.
One year ago today I was alone.
Bought my first UPF clothing and now I have a full face shield and hood combo that makes me look like some kind of ninja. But it'll help me avoid sunlight and improve how my retinoid works.