———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑

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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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𝘈𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘥𝘴 , 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 .
𝘈𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘥𝘴 , 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 .
𝘈𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘥𝘴 , 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 .
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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" . . . "
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[゛ @WREATHEDINGOLD]

do not ignore Me

[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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Silent . Wings shrouded around him like
a feathered cocoon , attempting to sleep
and having a rather hard time managing
as much .
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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His thoughts are a loud , jumbled mess . He
is currently trying to reorganize them whilst
holding onto the small wings on either side
of his head , just a bit too hard . Thus resulting
in a few feathers falling to the ground .
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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Farming .
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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" I feel a disturbance . . "
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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" I am aware . "

He simply waves .
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[★ 𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 @slimetraveller]

target acquired .

“ i see you over there . ”

[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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Lurking . .
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[★ 𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 @slimetraveller]

could use a friend . . .
[ NOT hastur . leave me alone . ]

[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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Jolting upright . He seemed startled ,
a harsh gasp implying a loss of breath
within whatever dream may have haunted
his rest .

. . .
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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—- again if the circumstances deemed it a
necessity to do so .

Another few steps had been taken before
he had the thought to remove his gaze .
Eye shut , even as he continued walking ,
albeit the movements being rather hesitant .
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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Fear ? Of course he was fearful , but it was a
dulled , muffled thing , as we're many of his
thoughts the closer he got to the semi open
doorway . Who's to say he wouldn't have
pushed onward without the rushing of his
mind ? He did once before , he would likley
do so —-
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[゛ @WREATHEDINGOLD]

the architecture defied the
definition of a gateway,
otherworldly, of which is
obvious from the way the Gates
outshined the surrounding dark,
standing resolute — unbelonging
within the pit of the cave. a
towering paradox, corpse of a
dead world that had the good --

+

[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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—- question it as he would anywhere else .

It wasn't like he hadn't understood the
effect this place had on his mind , for he'd
sought refuge from the ache of knowledge
before . Typically in the library , as ironic as
that was .

Another step , compelled .
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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He stared at the doors , looming , almost
shining in the unnatural dark . Yes , he was
deep beneath the ground , he knew that ,
but even still . This darkness was not like
that of light deprivation , no . The darkness
was like velvet , laying so thick that any —-
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[゛ @WREATHEDINGOLD]

there is an irony in how his
path looped right back to the
start where It first found him. doesn't it always ?
like a grief that pulled at his
mind, calling him back to a non-existent home. crafted
from the marrow up to stand
at these gates.

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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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—- towards the gates , wings flairing out ,
open as if doing so would keep him from
moving onward .

The thought of rest did cross his mind ,
soft , unlike the usual sharp edged thoughts ,
which he was ever so used to . As odd as it
was , he did not find as much will to —-
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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He finds himself before the gates once
more , the gold a nauseating contrast to
the shadows cast around the area .

He should
turn bac
k .

He shouldn't be here .

He is meant to be here .

His mind aches .
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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⚜ NC .

Gaylord3 .
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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—- sun .

His wings dragged behind him , a trail he
would typically be rather avoidant of leaving ,
now etched into the soil in his wake . He
could not focus on anything , he couldn't
stop focusing on everything . A walking
contradiction . .
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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Silent .

He had been wandering , no true destination
in mind . . Not truly seeing what was in front
of him . Far too lost within his mind to notice
that day had turned to dusk , and dusk to
night . Pale silver lighting the sky , for the
moon had taken the place of the —-
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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—- his natural lack of tone , far more formal
than that , as if he was pushing down any
change in how he spoke , even as he now
went against the King's words directly .

" I am still , just a man . "
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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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A silence followed , one of thought .
Analyzing how words before allowing
himself to speak them , to try and
prevent breaks in his logic that could
be twisted against him , had the other
not decided to find a mockery in the
fact he clung to logic in the first place .

—-
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[゛ @WREATHEDINGOLD]

you have been far more resilient
than the rest. that is true. it is a
quality worthy of pride, among
the reasons I have no desire to
watch your mind crumble.
nevertheless, We are still far from complete.

not until they are unbound from
the restrictions set upon --

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[———- 𝕯𝟑𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖉𝟑 @DontTurnL3ft]

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—-

" I find no reason to show concern for what
has happened , for what I cannot change . I
would much rather focus my efforts on the
vast stretch of time in front of me , for events
within such can be adjusted . "

His tone is neutral now , collected . Not —-
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