390mg eepy

this is my spam account for venting/reposting about addiction and general misery. CW: suicide, drugs and alcohol, self-harm, general bad vibes. 21+ they/her

[390mg eepy @DopamineFuckUp]

I don’t understand the people who run off from rehab. Like this place is voluntary you can literally just ask to leave. Why’re you leaving your shit behind and hitchhiking 😭

[𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎 @hellspatisserie]

At some point in mental illness you stop going “I’m so sorry it’s because of the depression/autism/adhd” and start going “I’m not well in the head. I do what I want. Stay out of my way” and this, ironically, will massively improve your day-to-day mental health

[Gusya @AngryGooseberry]

bigger oranges and smaller oranges

[🦷ray @fyomuncher]

sometimes i fantasize about people finding me dead so they realize how bad it really was

[🕷️ @rtzvv]

#Duality

[𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐗 ♟️♟️ @JoNExfundz]

being so autistic that you'd rather starve than eat anything other than your safe foods and they're not available to you in the moment is fucking hell on earth

[k. @katttydaddy]

i'd light ur cigarette w my cigarette in every lifetime

[💉☆ﾟ.*･ MEDPOC OF SHTWT @bl00dy_kh4oz]

people think sh is a teenage thing, a passing phase that goes away when you supposedly become an adult. that's a lie. no matter how old you get, the addiction won't go away. cuz i could get older
and I'll still be stuck with the same thought of wanting to see myself bleed

[Ojichan @Jahquari]

Weed pens don’t get you high, they get you by

[໊ @user0000O0]

trying to think positive but at what cost

[realyuriyearners @realyuriyearns]

i have no subjectivity or imagination i have no rich inner world or anything that gives my life meaning or structure.

[🦋 @leftunsents]

the urge to quit everything and just fucking die