NEW UPDATE: the paypal is not back up, but the ko-fi should be working just fine!! feel free to use & share the 🔗 below for any ko-fi donations, & i currently accept digital gift cards & e-transfer. please share!! the gofundme is on its way :)
https://t.co/Xc0hZD10I7
UPDATE: the paypal and ko-fi are DOWN for the time being. currently working on other options for international transfers, but i’m still accepting e-transfers from other 🇨🇦 and digital gift cards (of whatever can be provided) for now!! dm if u have any suggestions :)
@silly_cherub yeahh this makes sense. it’s starting to get a little better a week out for me as well, but it’s definitely still there with the puffiness & scale weight 😭😭
regarding ed stuff: went into the hospital @ bm! 13.6, spent a week mostly following their meal plan, calculated a maximum fat gain of ~3lbs, but i’m still up ~12lbs of the total 20lbs of edema gained. pretty sure it can’t be all fat gain, so i suspect bm! 14s/low 15s rn??
@silly_cherub i feel like i’m realistically still bmi 14s-ish based on maths/appearance, but the scale is showing 16.1, & i look way higher than that so i feel u bro, it’s trippy asf 😭🙏🏻🙏🏻
@silly_cherub I LOOKED SO SIMILAR IN THE FACE & ABDOMEN!! okay i’m so glad it wasn’t just me, i felt/feel horrible & it seems to take wayyy longer to recover from the edema when it’s full-on refeeding syndrome going on
@silly_cherub yeah, i’m definitely still experiencing edema, so i’m assuming it hasn’t all left my system. this might just be a thing people get after refeeding syndrome & severe electrolyte shifts (not properly managed by the doctors 😭😭). hopefully not all fat 🥲🙏🏻
UPDATE: hi!! i apologize for taking forever to get back to replies & dm’s. i swear i’m not any less grateful, just overwhelmed, burnt out & exhausted from my situation. again, i appreciate everyone’s support — both financially & emotionally — through these times (1/4)
hey guys!! sorry for the lack of updates on my part. i’ve made it to the apartment!! yay!! i had to pay over ~$150 to the community housing department to get the locks changed, which was an unexpected expense. i’m so grateful for all the help i’ve received from y’all 🩷🩷 (1/4)
i’ve been resting a lot since getting to the apartment, hence my inactivity. i’ll ofc continue to provide updates, just been taking some time to wind down from the chaos. i appreciate & love u all so so much 🙏🏻🩷🩷 (4/4)
i’m so thankful for all the support i’ve received & i can’t believe i’m part of a community with so many kindhearted people 🫶🏻 below is my ko-fi, which goes towards my rent & other life essentials. but it’s no obligation ofc!! sharing the 🔗 helps a ton!! https://t.co/Xc0hZD10I7
there is no morality tied to ed behaviors
u are not a bad person for restricting, for binging, for purging, for hoarding or destroying food, for lying about having eaten, etc
what DOES make u a bad person? is tearing down others and hiding behind ur ed to do it.
Hot take but all the people who want a “soft” and “toxic” edtwt side don’t realise that this will open more doors for grooming, and ana coaches taking advantage of vulnerable people on here.
one of the main problems with edrtwt is that so many people are actually incredibly uneducated on edrs. people don’t know what classifies as a binge, they don’t know the diagnostic requirements for ana and they don’t know what osfed even is
hey guys!! sorry for the lack of updates on my part. i’ve made it to the apartment!! yay!! i had to pay over ~$150 to the community housing department to get the locks changed, which was an unexpected expense. i’m so grateful for all the help i’ve received from y’all 🩷🩷 (1/4)
You can tell by that fuckass privilege scale thing that it was made by the most out of touch chronically online person ever who doesn't know how oppression actually works
@ztrawburriez omg oomfie hello!! sadly, it’s taken me forever to follow old moots because of follow limits 😭💔 thank u so much for sharing my posts, it means so much to me & helps a lot!! so glad to have found u again, missed u oomfie & ily 🥹🫶🏻🩷