I know my mental is fucked when i dont enjoy doing the things i used to enjoy. I dont enjoy gaming. I dont enjoy one piece. I dont enjoy so many things anymore.
Like at this point there is no point of love or dating someone... whats the fckin point if they gonna just leave? Like yea good memories while it last. That just makes it more painful at the end. Why does it need to end? Just love get married and grow old tgt. So hard meh
Haberte perdido como pareja me dolió, pero haberte perdido como mi hogar, mi lugar seguro, mi familia, la persona que elegí para mí futuro... Me quebró.
When u find some who thinks logically and is in control of their emotions when making a decision. Or is self aware that they are not in an emotional state to make a decision so they take a step back to calm down first.
I learnt relationship isnt about finding someone who is a perfect match for u. Its about finding someone who is willing to keep working at it to try to make the relationship perfect even tho it nvr will. Thats why relationship are hard. But thats what u have to do to make it work
So many mixed emotions but when someone ask how im doing all i can say is 😊👍 cuz im a man. No one cares. Even if they say they do in the end they show that they dont. Everyone just cares about themselves and im some idiot caring about others lol
People be smoking, drinking, taking drugs and doing all sort of rubbish to their body's. But when i go for a run in the haze they be like "eh so unhealthy leh u breathe in the haze".... mf that mentality is why u fat af and unhealthy as shit.
When u find someone when u werent even looking and she seems perfect and match so well. But so much ptsd cuz this is how it started last time. Plus so similar name dude pls lah dont do this to me. Hais fuak man
Just keep smiling so people dk u are dead inside and just wanna jump down but u cant cuz i cant do that to my family so i just smile. Cuz im a man. No one gives af. Hais just keep swimming