π cdd haver probably idk. this my sys account β’ pro/darkship + shedtwt DNI!! β’ not too active here β’ Bodily 19 β’ fronting in DN β’ main (host) acc: @GhostlyFirn
@12_22_08 wouldnt doubt it since it IS a dissociative disorderπ
like. for me if i ever need to talk about my feelings. it needs to be at the perfect time at the perfect moment. otherwise i just forget whatever the hell i was feeling and/or have no idea how i wanted to articulate it
Used to think I was faking DID since some of my parts only front once then never again, and I question the existence of some alters, till I remember(ed) it's a dissociative disorder. It truly doesn't matter how consistent the self is, because it isn't.
ok that sunny omori introject is def still there. had a dream where we were sunny omori and a part of my brain was unreasonably joyous at that fact π§
i used to think fixations were a system wide thing for me but ig not...... was playing miitopia earlier and part of me was like "idk im getting kinda bored of this" but later now im like "FUCCKKKK I GOTTA PLAY MORE MIITOPIA RIGHT NOW" so erm
i say "part of me" because i dont know these particular headmates. in fact i am very unaware of my headmates and their identities a LOT of the time. i just feel a Presence. an Influence, even.
honestly cant remember exactly when or why we did that. why didnt anyone remember the archive thing existed. or did we even know it existed??? i dont knowwww
some of my headmates made their own separate accounts back in 2021 and then we ended up deleting them bc of inactivity but FUCK why didnt i get an archive of them im so mad at myself. grrrgrrgrrr
im going to dropkick our kel introject hes the biggest offender because he posted a shitton back in the day and now that account is gone FOREVER!!! AHHH!!
i feel like theres more non introjects in this system but i swear to god they are ALL comfortable with the name Firn which makes it hard as fuck to try and distinguish them π