firn 🌿

🜚 cdd haver probably idk. this my sys account • pro/darkship + shedtwt DNI!! • not too active here • Bodily 19 • fronting in DN • main (host) acc: @GhostlyFirn

[Plage ! @plagedark]

#DELTARUNE

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

bleeehhh😛😛😛😛😛😛

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

@12_22_08 counseling is pretty fuckin hard for us because of this reason in particular This shit is so ass!!!!!!!!!

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

@12_22_08 wouldnt doubt it since it IS a dissociative disorder💔

like. for me if i ever need to talk about my feelings. it needs to be at the perfect time at the perfect moment. otherwise i just forget whatever the hell i was feeling and/or have no idea how i wanted to articulate it

[ANTLER ★ @antlerblade]

Used to think I was faking DID since some of my parts only front once then never again, and I question the existence of some alters, till I remember(ed) it's a dissociative disorder. It truly doesn't matter how consistent the self is, because it isn't.

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

ok that sunny omori introject is def still there. had a dream where we were sunny omori and a part of my brain was unreasonably joyous at that fact 🧐

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

(hidden reply is a b0t. it's nothing bad it just annoyed me)

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

i used to think fixations were a system wide thing for me but ig not...... was playing miitopia earlier and part of me was like "idk im getting kinda bored of this" but later now im like "FUCCKKKK I GOTTA PLAY MORE MIITOPIA RIGHT NOW" so erm

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

i say "part of me" because i dont know these particular headmates. in fact i am very unaware of my headmates and their identities a LOT of the time. i just feel a Presence. an Influence, even.

[Catherine Pikachu @CathachuPikachu]

In my, "I am a system, but only the host has fronted for the last few days, so maybe I am not actually a system idk." Era.

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

awww aawwww 🥹🥹 awwwwwww aaawwwww awww

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

Okkkk introject of one of our mii ocs. actually the guy has been here for a while i think he was just inactive for a bit or something

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

honestly cant remember exactly when or why we did that. why didnt anyone remember the archive thing existed. or did we even know it existed??? i dont knowwww

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

some of my headmates made their own separate accounts back in 2021 and then we ended up deleting them bc of inactivity but FUCK why didnt i get an archive of them im so mad at myself. grrrgrrgrrr

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

im going to dropkick our kel introject hes the biggest offender because he posted a shitton back in the day and now that account is gone FOREVER!!! AHHH!!

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

i feel very detached from the identity of firn but its 3am so idrc abour that rn

[System Who! 🍉 @systemwho]

System who is 90% of the time unsure who’s fronting like how do you guys figure it out 😭

[System Who! 🍉 @systemwho]

sys who doesnt even know if the host is one guy or several guys

[firn 🌿 @DragonNestSys]

i feel like theres more non introjects in this system but i swear to god they are ALL comfortable with the name Firn which makes it hard as fuck to try and distinguish them 😭