waking up to that ao3 “you’ve got kudos!” email and seeing it’s all one person who went on a reading spree through a lot of my fics in one sitting and kudos-ed has me beaming this image directly to their minds as a thank you
@octo__wolf YES you put it into words so perfectly. The amount of "I shouldn't be close to him, I'll hurt him", the guilt and sweetness is sooo good
Literally writing a fic based on this concept (except maybe they don't get to cross the river..)