I had a dream I was a construction worker and I had an Espeon with a matching yellow construction hat. She also carried an oversized magic pencil in her mouth and everytime I would have an idea for fixing or building, she would draw it. It’ll spawn exactly how I imagined it. ✏️✨
The worst part about facing your issues is when you're actively trying your hardest to fix yourself and it feels like everyone is still upset at you anyway.
The desire to disappear intensifies and grows more vivid in mind.
It's scary to unravel the things we left hidden or pretend don't exist (like mental illness), but it's necessary if you want the big plans that God has for you.
And please, just because YOU don't relate or cannot understand someone's brain chemistry, doesn't give you the right to undermine their health issues. So don't DM me about the enemy when I know his plan to take advantage of weakness— yet in Hebrews 11:34 I read that God turns my weakness into strength.
I don't hate myself anymore, and you shouldn't either.