i feel like i’m decaying & everyday is always another day spent delaying the inevitable i feel like most parts me have rotted away & i want to give up so badly bc i feel like i’ve spent my entire life trying so hard to live & i’m tired of that being all that i am
self isolating knowing all my friendship meters are going down and im going to regret it. i just cant shake my reclusiveness, being social takes an excruciating amount of effort.
YouTube animator hotdiggedydemon has called off his plan to pursue assisted death in Switzerland
He said the response from fans “snapped me back to reality”
When the consequences of my very own willingly done coordinated actions with horrible future implications with even permenant effects to my day to day life actually start affecting me and even those (use to be) around me for the worse:
@rayderweich Kawai sprite looking at the fnf devs after realizing he will have to work on the game for the rest of his life all because of a stupid joke