Before god ever next levels you , he separates you. Stop calling it loneliness. You’re not alone, you’ve been separated. He separates us for 3 reasons, 1 anytime god separates you is because he wants to give you the tools necessary for your destiny. The 2nd reason is because he wants you to clearly know his voice, when we are surrounded by to many voice to where you can’t hear his voice, from the coaches voice, to your friends voice, to your bae’s voice, to your mama voice, he needs you to know HIS voice. So he’s gonna put you in a season where he can train you and teach you how to know his voice. and the 3rd reason he separates us is to make us unrecognizable to the people who only knew us by our wound!
u call her toxic now.
but u met her when she was kind, open, trusting. before the lies. before the betrayal. before she had to protect herself from u. she became guarded because u kept hurting her, reactive because u kept crossing line. she became tired because she kept choosing u while u chose yourself. that wasn’t toxicity, that was damage. and expecting her to stay soft after everything u put her through is the real denial.
you changed her, then blamed her?
It is crazy how a single moment of misunderstanding can become so toxic that it makes you forget the thousands of lovely moments you have spent together with someone. Anger has a terrible way of rewriting history.
i thought, the longer i stay, the more you’d realize how much i love you, but it only made your ego worse towards me, making it easier for you to disrespect me.
i don’t mind conflict at all but you lose me when you just start saying words that we both know are untrue. ima hurt you by saying what you also feel/know to be true, folks try to hurt me saying things they wish were true lol