DespAura

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[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

Slendytubbies fanart :3 Ft White Tubby

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@Astronomica2531 maybe she should take notes and not have groomed a minor while crying wolf 🤥

[Astronomica @Astronomica2531]

We have not forgotten about you, or the things you've done, Emi.
https://t.co/WXj3QG5GoI

[Sun Pharaoh @PvZGWSunPharaoh]

who up buying the dripsy boots

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@Army3ngineer totally not me *lying*

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@sgtmiles_ yep!

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

this is emibeeart btw, beware of this groomer who once used to be in the slendytubbies fandom after soliciting private parts from a minor but she's not saying anything regarding that OOPS

[⋆. 𐙚˚࿔ 𝕽𝖔𝖗𝖔♡‧꒰𝓜𝓸𝓻𝓫𝓲𝓭𝓷𝓬𝓾𝓽𝓮꒱ ‧₊˚ @Rorophism]

Long Vent tangant maybe//

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Tldr;
I faced one of my abusers from years ago before getting into the vtuber scene, got victim blamed still , was really torn up about it still and also good news im in therapy again to help my mental health issues not spiral into death.
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Facing one of my abusers from years ago before i hit the vtuber scene and asking for closure for my peace and instead of giving me peace and closure only for them to still double down, still turn and blamed me and projecting for what they done to me

No I wont "get over it" and idc how uncomfortable you are
If your a bad actor, done serous damage to me and gave me irreversible trauma im calling out what you've done to me and the people involved. Regardless of your status of popularity and such nor if its been year to 5 years ago trauma dont have a time limit

Im sure it is uncomfortable facing your victim again, im sure wanting to forget what was done to them, still blame them, turn things around to make you look good is easier than admit to them what you've done, giving sincere apology and give the closure that the victim deserve.

No, I dont apologize to call out people that done irreversible damage to me and I didnt have any closure and/or have a proper conversation, questions ill never get answers to.
Whitch over time I had accepted ill never get the closure nor will have a huge voice to be at peace to finually be happy but knowing ill will be looked over based on numbers and/or bad actors delete everything so I cant have evidence to show for it or stories twisted just enough that the finger is pointed at me 5, 6, 10 story change when ive been nothing but consistent everytime.

Im not mad/angry anymore...im just really fucking depressed and haunted about it. there times its genuinely hard to live, I genuinely cant stop hearing the voices and the last things they said to me, where I want to do the irreversible thing but putting on a show instead in hopes my thoughts and feelings is distracted rather than take over and kill me

So yes, if im seem like a broken record every.single. time I do apologize.
I genuinely do apologize for bringing up heavy stuff since I can afford therapy again im taking steps to learn how to be happy and truly be myself again rather than mask and put on a show.

I can say im happy all day long but since im a person that action matters more to me I want to show my improvements and hopefully I can find love in everything I do again just like I use to.

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@Stormi_luv yes

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

miss envy didn't you groom a minor while being emibeeart? didn't you also dox someone? why don't you mention that? why are you projecting what you caused, ew child groomer. imagine lying, you're disgusting #emibeeart #slendytubbies #emibeeartstrikesagain #groomer #vtubergroomer

[⋆. 𐙚˚࿔ 𝕽𝖔𝖗𝖔♡‧꒰𝓜𝓸𝓻𝓫𝓲𝓭𝓷𝓬𝓾𝓽𝓮꒱ ‧₊˚ @Rorophism]

Long Vent tangant maybe//

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
Tldr;
I faced one of my abusers from years ago before getting into the vtuber scene, got victim blamed still , was really torn up about it still and also good news im in therapy again to help my mental health issues not spiral into death.
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

Facing one of my abusers from years ago before i hit the vtuber scene and asking for closure for my peace and instead of giving me peace and closure only for them to still double down, still turn and blamed me and projecting for what they done to me

No I wont "get over it" and idc how uncomfortable you are
If your a bad actor, done serous damage to me and gave me irreversible trauma im calling out what you've done to me and the people involved. Regardless of your status of popularity and such nor if its been year to 5 years ago trauma dont have a time limit

Im sure it is uncomfortable facing your victim again, im sure wanting to forget what was done to them, still blame them, turn things around to make you look good is easier than admit to them what you've done, giving sincere apology and give the closure that the victim deserve.

No, I dont apologize to call out people that done irreversible damage to me and I didnt have any closure and/or have a proper conversation, questions ill never get answers to.
Whitch over time I had accepted ill never get the closure nor will have a huge voice to be at peace to finually be happy but knowing ill will be looked over based on numbers and/or bad actors delete everything so I cant have evidence to show for it or stories twisted just enough that the finger is pointed at me 5, 6, 10 story change when ive been nothing but consistent everytime.

Im not mad/angry anymore...im just really fucking depressed and haunted about it. there times its genuinely hard to live, I genuinely cant stop hearing the voices and the last things they said to me, where I want to do the irreversible thing but putting on a show instead in hopes my thoughts and feelings is distracted rather than take over and kill me

So yes, if im seem like a broken record every.single. time I do apologize.
I genuinely do apologize for bringing up heavy stuff since I can afford therapy again im taking steps to learn how to be happy and truly be myself again rather than mask and put on a show.

I can say im happy all day long but since im a person that action matters more to me I want to show my improvements and hopefully I can find love in everything I do again just like I use to.

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@Vistrou oo wow

[Natalie de Corsair 🐸 @natalie_corsair]

Made a Pirates of the Caribbean viltrumite meme

[Team Salvato @TeamSalvato]

To celebrate Sayori's birthday, we've decided to reveal that Sayori's birthday is today, May 11th. Happy birthday, Sayori!

[HYPEX @HYPEX]

INVINCIBLE x FORTNITE RUMORED WAVE 3 LINEUP

• Conquest
• Tech Jacket
• Cecil

[VIA @blortzen]

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@IllumiantIMG @genniax_ u want to assault them? yikes

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@teletubbyAlexa1 https://t.co/Nc4jHNsUy3

he's really terrible racist and transphobic!! terrible terrible person

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@Biancatronic19 @teletubbyAlexa1 yes look now they're exposing him and his friends pls share! the person is terrible!!

https://t.co/Nc4jHNsUy3

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@granbuahfrutasy @lazyfoxtemper what i mean by to avoid tos violations is because this person tells minors to turn their accounts into 18+ to be able to see their nsfw art

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@granbuahfrutasy @lazyfoxtemper What if it's something I just stumbled upon to hearing for instance there's a document regarding them being such luring in minors into their discord 18+ server to avoid tos violations

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@Ender_koi Agreed ♥️

[DespAura @Dxspicableaura]

@lowprobea Exactly 💯