after this scene finished filming, i left the werk room and cried for 20 minutes into my hands, went outside and had 3 cigarettes back to back to continue crying and then ignored everyone the rest of the day even while filming the scenes LOL
when we went back to film for the finale we were in a holding room and lucky went out to tell on me to the queen team because i was saying
“poojah what is this behaviour … “ and” grape GRAPE , he will be pilot GRAPE”
(i do these all the time, they’re just adhd vocal stims, no reference to lucky but i can see the inference)
and when she came back in instead of saying she went to snitch she told me they pulled her to offer the job of host of Drag Race India