This has made my abuse so much worse. She takes a lower dose so these one week gaps have resulted in me taking probably half of her 4 month supply and I cannot get myself to stop.
and sometimes I am weak and falter and use maladaptive coping skills that harm me (mainly eating disorder behaviors.) Even when I try to hide them, people can tell, because when I’m overcome with intense distress my behavior changes, and I forget how to Act Normally.