I literally feel like a cow.
i don't have the energy to fix my life, how can i go deal with the world when i can't even stand the image of my reflection?
some days i go a week w/o purging, other days i purge 5 times. some days i shove everything i find down my throat, other days i panic when i don‘t weigh my lettuce to log those 3cal. some days i‘ll spit food out bc i panic, other days i can’t stop eating til i‘m sick. it‘s tiring