they dont see how i cry every time i hear his fav bands or gg on social media bcs it brings everything back abt him in my mind. they dont see how i still get hurt seeing places around my house area bcs thats where i met him a few times
they dont see how i hv to keep his chat locked but i still end up seeing his profile bcs he views my status every time i post smtg. n paling bodo, i still dont hv the courage to block him
I’m so embarrassed by all the pathetic and desperate shit I’ve done in an attempt to feel loved, and I’m more embarrassed that nothing has ever worked.
delete my fucking address delete my fucking contact DELETE EVERYTHING DELETE ALL MY VIDEONOTES THAT U STARRED. im literally crying the fuck out rn cs i fucking hate u for even making me believe u miss me n that u really loved me
i wish i never met u at the first place. i wish i never knew u. dont ever contact me again. dont fucking stalk me again. i fucking hate u with all my heart. I HATE YOU SO MUCH
u dont deserve any love. i hate u sm, i fucking hate u. ure even worse than any guy i met before. i fucking hate u. i hope u will think abt what u did to me whenever ure happy w someone else one day. ure so fucking mean i hate u.
so? @/z puas tak. puas tak dapat buat camni kat i? puas tak dapat play w my feelings macam mana u kena ngan orang lain dulu? sedangkan i betul betul loved u & u sanggup buat i camni. ke nak tunggu i bunuh diri dulu baru u puas hati?
n then u came back n untuk apa sial actually? u dont understand how badly u fucked things up for me. for months i cried over u. for months i woke up thinking abt u. for months i kept wondering how u were doing even after everything u did to me. jahat weh sumpah
and im so fucking angry cs why did it hv to be me? why did u choose me to mess with????why did u choose me to make promises to?why did u choose me to come back to when u knew exactly how much i loved u?
"kalau la u jumpa i before i kena semua ni"
eh just bcs someone hurt u b4 doesnt mean u get to do the same thing to other ppl??? AKU PUN KENA TERUK BEFORE NI, ADA AKU BUAT BALIK KE KAT KAU. AKU LAYAN LAGI ELOK, BETTER THAN I DID TO SOMEONE ELSE BEFORE NI.