Because another thing I've learned and I only come back once and a blue moon on here but it's that no matter how nice of a GUY you are you ain't good enough for no body. Because friends, family, ect don't like the good guys anymore. I Leanred this year that hate my Sperm Donor
& you guys don't even know and probably don't care but just wanted to share that because it's time for me to be the man I should become and to my dad may you rest in peace cocksucker and don't worry when I get to hell I'll be sure to make sure your nice and comfy..
Happy 21 To Me
Because another thing I've learned and I only come back once and a blue moon on here but it's that no matter how nice of a GUY you are you ain't good enough for no body. Because friends, family, ect don't like the good guys anymore. I Leanred this year that hate my Sperm Donor
And well he raised me to be this guy that gets either used, hurt, or betrayed by damn near everyone he's ever loved and cared about so this year I've learned it's better to be the asshole everyone thinks I Am then be the man I was raised to be because shit I've changed a lot
Yeah I'm On My Rebel Phaze...
To thr people I've hurt and gave chances too I know you hate me but let's see i was this nice kid everyone loved. Well guess what Shit I'm 21 now and ready burn bridges that need burned and fix ones that need fixed...
You know I've learned a lot this year ( yeah yeah ) I learned why people hate me and why I love them but more I understand why so many left me ( uh huh ) time for me to be an asshole that everyone wants because as Shady Said "Superman Ain't Saving Shit You.." You know the rest.
Shit Man I Remeber This Feeling... Man it's Been So Long Since I've Felt Like This..
Ha Ha Maybe This Will Be My Coup De Grace Since I did something I shouldn't have...
"Ha Ha ##### B#### I know you been playing mind games ordering from Work everyday all you gonna do is make me mad? What you think I forgot what you did to me? Shit I should have listened To Bri & Josh from the start!! Ha Ha I hope you see this and know the demons back!!!
You Know Me? ( Ha Ha That's A Lie )
Oh Your My Brother? ( Oh I See So You can be homie and my hoe on the side )
(Ha Ha ) I think it's time for me to snap and go back to my Parkside just like we asked shady ( take another pill we wanna another thrill ) we'll shit maybe I will...
From...
Losing My Dad.
To Meeting the most amazing person I met..
To losing myself and mind...
To Losing My Grandmother and well now...
To Losing my health....
This is not the way I thought I would live but well I guess once a ###### always a ###### the family curse I guess 😔