A couple of months after my son was born, I felt so alone & isolated. I hadn’t really been prepared; it was my first child — for what would happen to my body in those early days. Everything hurt, I was tired, and I felt like I wasn’t returning to my old sense of self fast enough.
gadget udah 24/7, ntn tv dibebasin, sekolah diem aja jg ga disentak, dikasi mainan ribut berantem, makan berantakan dibiarin, masih kecil udah bossy sm mba, teriak2 ga disuru diem.. kids nowadays are just crayyyYYY🙂
tapi susaaaah kadang pikiran-pikiran ini yang lebih berkuasa daripada aku sendiri yang notabene adalah (harusnya) ‘pemilik’ diriku sendiri seutuhnya. :-(