Sakadzuki Enma • Echo

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[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

Disregard the previous notice about my absence. I'm coming back to stream regularly (hopefully consistently).

My schedule is in Central Standard Time (CST):
- Fridays @ 10 PM
- Saturdays @ 11 PM

I will be streaming on Twitch and YouTube simultaneously.

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

Cursed Drawing Stream
https://t.co/qYpuueehQW

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

If you could have one software/program that does anything for you (not related to or using AI), what would it do?

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

Disregard the previous notice about my absence. I'm coming back to stream regularly (hopefully consistently).

My schedule is in Central Standard Time (CST):
- Fridays @ 10 PM
- Saturdays @ 11 PM

I will be streaming on Twitch and YouTube simultaneously.

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

Twitch : https://t.co/qYpuueehQW
YouTube : https://t.co/3YAnf1AODC

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

Disregard the previous notice about my absence. I'm coming back to stream regularly (hopefully consistently).

My schedule is in Central Standard Time (CST):
- Fridays @ 10 PM
- Saturdays @ 11 PM

I will be streaming on Twitch and YouTube simultaneously.

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

DMs are temporarily open. Please message me if you are interested. If you do not receive a response, you have not been selected.

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[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

I am developing a niche translation tool for streamers and those who watch overseas streamers. A small number of VTubers will be selected for closed beta.

Currently looking for native Japanese, Mandarin, or Korean speakers. English is not required. Priority will be given to people I have previously interacted with or mutuals.

A NVIDIA graphics card is required with at least 8 GB of VRAM and 16 GB of RAM. A specification sheet will be provided upon selection.

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

This is not a graduation.
I will be back near the end of the year.
Thank you, everyone, for your continued support.
Please be a little more patient with me.
Thank you.
🙇‍♂️

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

I am here to write about a topic that I want to share with everyone and something to make up for my absence this month and possibly the next few months (maybe even until the end of the year).

I would like to talk about “betrayal and trust.”

This is something that I have experienced many times in my life and something that I can never overcome. Not everyone is perfect in that sense, and I have my own flaws too. I appreciate providing support to those in need and offering advice on particular topics, but this is something that I cannot help with personally.

Throughout my life, I have had trouble trusting people because of times I have been backstabbed or betrayed by those with whom I could share my life, my feelings, my thoughts, and my support. This has led to a constant struggle in making friendships and personal IRL connections. These thoughts and feelings have never gone away because someday those things could happen again. And they never stopped happening. And I let it get the best of me many of times. Because of so many times I try to see the good in people.

This is supposed to be something positive, but something I want to let you all know is this: “Don’t let trauma ruin your life.” Act soon before it is too late and becomes your life-long trauma. Even when things continue to pull you down, there is always someone, someplace, or something that will save you. You cannot wait for that opportunity. You need to take initiative. Never let people take advantage of you. Never let people say that you are not worthy to anyone. Never let anyone force you away from that path of healing from trauma. For the majority of my life, I have been immature with the feeling of not trusting others. And I am afraid that I cannot stop it, only slowly divert my attention from it before something happens again in my life that triggers that response. Many things make me question my friendship with others.

For those people stalking me and sharing my private life and information, please stop.

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

I’ll be taking a short hiatus for mental health reasons. I’ll be back by next month, sorry. 🙇‍♂️

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

Happy Monday, dwellers. 👋🐲

Thank you so much for 2000 followers. I don’t usually celebrate these types of achievements, but I truly appreciate everyone’s continued support. Thank you. ❤️

Continuing on to this week’s topic, someone suggested this. ✉️

After a bad breakup with a friend or a partner, letting go is not about completely erasing someone from your mind, it is about reducing how much mental and emotional control that person continues to have over your inner life after the relationship has ended.

When someone still has a strong effect on your thoughts, they show up uninvited. Your mood shifts when you think of them. Your decisions are influenced by how you imagine they would react. You replay memories, arguments, or imagined conversations, often without noticing how much energy this consumes. Even when they are no longer in your life, they still occupy mental space. This is not a failure to move on. It’s more so your brain trying to make sense of loss. And it’s counterintuitive to fight against these thoughts because it often gives these moments more weight against your emotional and mental state. Some memories may even be twisted or changed so much that it wasn’t real, and it was altercated by your own feelings.

Letting go of those thoughts is to stop justifying who was right, who was wrong, or what could have saved things. Closure does not come from winning an argument, it comes from accepting that something ended without giving you everything you wanted. Emotionally, it helps to separate memory from meaning. This means you can acknowledge that someone mattered to you without allowing them to define your worth. What you shared was real, but it does not have to remain a scar for your future. People change or need change. Sometimes distance is not a betrayal but a boundary forming on its own.

Give your feelings a place to exist without letting them run your entire day, like writing them down in a journal at a reserved time in a day. Not throughout the day. Letting go of a relationship is not a single decision that will magically make things go away quickly, it is a series of small choices, like choosing not to check or re-open old messages and not to measure your healing against theirs. Some days you will succeed. Some days you will not. But… Both are part of the process.

Eventually, the thoughts soften. They come less often and they no longer hurt in the same way. Not because you forgot, but because you grew around the loss. And one day you realize that letting go did not mean losing a part of yourself. It meant making room for who you want to become.

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

Happy New Year, dwellers. 🎉🐲

I hope this new year brings you all kinds of fortunate news or events in your life. And… I hope it will be better than last year. I will be posting these videos at least once a week now, but I may also post whenever there is an appropriate time.

This topic was sent a while ago in December, but I wanted to save it for this moment, since it seems very fitting. ✉️

There are a lot of upsides to life, but it really depends on the person. Some may not even realize it because it may or may not be noticeable to someone’s daily routine or life. To give my own example, it is sending these messages to the public for those who need it, whether they need help, advice, some kind of positivity, or a voice to their situation. It gives me happiness to know that I am helping other people, even if it’s just a message.

I’m not entirely sure if this is relative, but I would give my three C’s about the upsides of life: change, connections, and creation. One upside is that life allows room for change. Your life isn’t permanently set on a single path, especially not locked into who you were at your worst. What once felt permanent can deter over time or turn life into understanding. Life gives you the space to develop without requiring perfection first.

Life offers connection, even when it is imperfect. Shared laughter, mutual effort, and moments of recognition between people create a sense of belonging that cannot be replicated alone. Even brief connections can leave a lasting impact. Being seen, even for a moment, matters.

There is also the upside of creation. Making something, whether it is art, ideas, or effort, gives form to your imagination. It allows you to leave something behind that you were here and that you tried. Creation does not need an audience to be valuable.

Perhaps the most important upside and one that connects all three C’s together is possibility. As long as you are alive, there are still outcomes you have not yet reached, lessons you have not learned, and versions of peace you have not experienced. Life remains open. Even if the openness is not always comforting, it is powerful. It means there is still room for something good to exist.

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

@Sangaera1 Thank you so much for the fanart, Sangaera! 🥹❤️

[Sangaera @Sangaera1]

Went back to my roots with a traditional pencil sketch to close out the year. Belated birthday gift for @EchoEnma !

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

@andres46820 Thank you! 🫶🐲

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

🎂🐲

I will be streaming on Twitch at 22:30 (CST) on 12/28 to celebrate. Thank you all for being patient with me and supporting me this year! 🙏❤️

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

@NyuiNyuic Thank you! 🫶🐲

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@BubbaWolfuzz Thank you! 🫶🐲

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

@Sangaera1 Thank you! ❤️🐲
I really hope next year will be better. 🥹

[Sakadzuki Enma • Echo @EchoEnma]

@ArfFolsky Thank you! ❤️🐲

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@rexkerby Thank you! ❤️🐲