Tessa

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⋆.ೃ࿔🌸*:･ The Eclipse Of Mabon 06 🌚 ✨️

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

My snapchat was banned and I cant find the guy

[𖹭 @dreeamberry]

tim burton girls

[Tony Iommi @tonyiommi]

"Master of Reality" was released 55 years ago today.

[Pong✨ @FwPongg]

Genius cleaning tips you should know 👏

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

You know your birth chart better than your sleep schedule.

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

You'll spend an hour finding the perfect song for a mood that lasts ten minutes.

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

Your camera roll is basically a digital altar

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

My life keeps getting pushed to the next update jeez

Instead how's my aesthetic?

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

If overthinking were an Olympic event, you'd research the symbolism of the gold medal before the competition even started.

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

You have the energy of someone who'll spend three hours crafting the perfect mysterious tweet, then reply "lol" to a text.

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

I seem to search for meaning intensely. That can fuel creativity, but it can also make it tempting to see every event as part of a larger pattern. Sometimes a coincidence is just a coincidence, and not every symbol has a hidden message.

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

Dads not gray yet

But he can be pretty grumpy sometimes

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

It wasnt until after I graduated when I realized my life could be better than it was. And theres a whole school waiting for me to go.

Unfortunately I did something stupid to property of the school while doing my GED that needs to be paid off, its less than 1k of damages to a school computer.

Once I give that back I can continue with my education and continue searching for what I would like to do based off my skills and hobbies.

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

Getting my GED was such a huge step in my life.

Things were so messy.

My room, my life, etc.

It took me a while to get it done and for a while I had to use my phone.

There were multiple bad experiences that happened during the process of doing and going online schooling.

I started off with English and social studies. Science, followed by math.

My experiences were crazy. Nobody will believe me if I told them that I was a badass who stayed away from social media for a long time in the process of healing and the process of destruction.

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

I always search for beauty within myself instead of looking outwards at people who are beautiful.

When I find beauty, I dont feel insecure and instead show people. Im not afraid of showing off other women who I think are pretty.

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

For me, depression was a huge companion all my life.

The mess, the disaster was my bedroom.

For being such of beauty, and a pretty girl, i happened to be a mess of a young woman since I was a baby girl.

I feel like a big factor that plays in this is the fact my father wasnt around as a baby to give me that structure that I needed.

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

I was always in between.

[Tessa @EclipseOfMabon]

The neighborhood was always somewhere i wanted to play around in with my neighbors.

There were 2 women i grew up with and I happened to live in between them.

I was rude to them and always left out of the picture.

I wrote bad words of the older girls to nature and I put it on their tree.

I lived in between 2 best friends the same age.

And I was the younger girl. Who happened to be weird.

We played made up games together and our favorite was power rangers.