my younger self was way more social and kept in touch with people I love. my current self is super introverted and dont really talk to people. people probably be thinking ion fuck wit them or im mad at em or something but that's not the case. I just be at peace wen im closed off.
If you have lost a parent, a family member, or someone close to you, just know I love you and I am praying for you. It is okay to miss them, but please keep living and loving life. Trust that God will place the right people in your life to help you heal past the pain.