@insanityovrlod0 I hate feeling someone else's connection to me, because it's a feeling out of my control. Dumbest part about my brain is a spirit thinking I'm always open to feedback. I want to lower my IQ so I don't have feelings out of my control.
@ManOfFocus_ When I win, I want to be ignored and treated like I'm unimportant, specifically the type of unimportant that feels no need to be important. I got covid19 trauma of being labeled important, I could have gotten $600 a week without working, if I picked a less important job.
@TheRich_Gospel Fuck all that. I been pushed more than enough in my life. If someone feels I'm not good enough, I cut them off instead of changing myself.