not having friends will fuck you up in the worst ways possible. like why am i being jealous seeing people talking and being friends and having a bond. why do i wish someone acted this way with me. my social anxiety and awkwardness has never let me make contacts with ppl, even now
seeing your age group having the best time of their lives while you’re at your lowest trying to figures things out - is another type of pain no one talks about.
Soy una persona que no vale mucho y que alguien por unos meses me haya tratado como si fuera algo valioso para ser amado significaba mucho para mi porque se que soy difícil en muchos sentidos tanto físicos y emocionales