I just want to experience a season of life where I'm not always recovering from something. I get that life isn't fair and that you have to just keep going. But I’m tired man.
I don’t think I’m asking for too much. I just want someone who’s excited to talk to me, checks up on me because they want to, communicates instead of disappearing, and makes me feel like we’re on the same team.
I don’t know how to keep a conversation going when we’ve just started talking. It gives me really bad anxiety. In fact, even seeing message notifications makes me anxious.