Thank you, Australia, for teaching me to be resilient, teaching me how difficult life can be, how things can change in an instant, how much I need to change.
I hope to be back in this country in the future, but for now, I'm heading home.
Man.
I'm going back to the Philippines on Friday. It's been a great 3 years here in Australia but I still can't shake the feeling that I've failed. That I wasted my time and my parent's money. There's an overwhelming feeling of not being enough. But I know that I'll be able to
- Failed in studies
- Had multiple breakdowns
I don't know why I decided to tweet all this, but idk it felt right. I have no clue what the future holds for me or what I'm even gonna do in the future, but I hope that I don't let my potential die out.
π₯π₯TXG VALORANT CUP DAY 1
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VERSUS
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1PM AEDT TODAY @ https://t.co/0m9x1xCYo3
BE THERE OR BE SQUARE β¬οΈ
Casting in the @TXG_OCE Tournament in a few hours! I'll be on for the whole day so hopefully you don't get tired of my voice LMAO
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september is suicide prevention month, and it starts with youβit starts with us. π
please stay alive. stay for the hope that things can change. stay for the better days ahead. stay to find and build a community, and to become that safe space for someone else. whatever you do, please stay. π
today marks 9 months since my last attempt and im so incredibly grateful that im still here. im so thankful for the friends i have, the love, the support from everyone around me. im thankful for everyone who didnt give up on me when i wanted to give up on myself. you all have made such a huge impact on my life.
sending love, stay alive.