Life is full of ups and downs. I know, you know! This gal is going through it so please show her some love because she deserves it! Stay strong everyone! ๐ช โค๏ธ
Life update:
Over the last 5 months Iโve been dealing with mental and physical health problems which has lead me to not being able to work/stream. Iโm struggling more than I have ever in my entire life and itโs terrifying. Iโm scared. Every day is a battle that sometimes I just donโt want to fight. Iโve never experienced anything like this before and it breaks my fucking heart the thing I loved doing the most, which was creating content and streaming for you all, is something Iโm not able to do right now.
No Iโm not on vacation, no Iโm not enjoying life. Iโm surviving, and the rare occasion I can actually get out of bed, I canโt do much.
Thatโs all I can really say at this time. Iโm working on getting better but I donโt know what that even looks like for my future. But what I do know is that when I get better, I will be back. Iโm not leaving you guys. Not after everything we have built.
The truth is, this industry will tear you apart if you do not take care of yourself. You will break and it can happen at any moment. So please, if you take anything from this, listen to me when I say, make the time and take care of yourself. Get the help you need. Take breaks, nourish your body and mind, and never take life for granted.
I love and miss you all
I wake up alone.
I go to work alone.
I work alone.
I go home alone.
I go to sleep alone.
Repeat.
This is everyday life for so many.
Empty is damaging.
Please go to visit your friends and family.
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