Eleanor Calder

Here to support and defend the lovely @EleanorJCalder ❤️⭐️😇

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

Here to support and defend the lovely @EleanorJCalder ❤️
We've got you, you precious gem 💎😍💕

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

Mutuals again .. :)

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

Living her best, drama free, life 😎🤗🥰

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

Nusja😆

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

Missing Eleanor hours 🥲

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Update (2 years later😂)
He’s 46
Owner of a business. Loaded!
Also his ex and E seem on good terms since the ex likes and comments supportive messages on E’s account

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

Did a little digging .. seems like he was/(is??) married before

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Since haven’t seen this posted anywhere here’s Eleanor recently ❤️

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

@caldersmoon Looool
Her and Jimmy being in the same video as well 😂
Wow. Man I do not have humor or desire to deal with them but I see they’re still after Eleanor huh? Bunch of lunatics

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

especially since I cant remember sh*t when it comes to my own personal life 💀
Its probably why I get so mad

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

Anyways its 3am and im thinking out loud and just rambling on
But it just takes me by surprise at how much “useless” info i have inside me that when i randomly come across every once in a while im surprised that i still remember it

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

And I get that. But I do. I remember them years later. And still feel sad about his death. Because as I said being a fan during those years meant you obsessed hard. And even the crew behind 1D became “like family”. So ultimately news like this one sadden me every time

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

Like for example the news about Paul. If I were to tell someone in real life that “wow im sad because he passed away” they’d immediately tell me to get a life because first who even is he? And second its been years since the band ended like how do you still know who that is

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

that time because there was just so many things going on and they were at the peak of their career and it was just incredible. But im again mad at myself that I remember so much information for everyone surrounding 1d when really i shouldnt have to know about it at all

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

At times I get mad at myself that I wasted years of my life obsessing over them & while doing that I know so many “irrelevant” people as well. Because stanning 1D during 2012-2015 was SO intense and being a hardcore fan meant you watched everything and I mean everything they did

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And it makes me mad 💀 because why the heck is that registered in my brain??
But then again a few days ago I came across an old clip of the boys and it was a video of some of their best moments and I found myself smiling when i finished it. Like it was so fun to be a fan during

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

or something like that. Idk. I feel like we’re still so young to be getting these kind of news.
May he rest in peace

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

Spent so many years being obsessed with 1D and we used to know/recognize all the people behind them
Like for example I recently saw a pap pic of Harry and next to him was an old 1D bodyguard walking with him
I was like damn i haven’t forgotten his face huh?

[Ale𐙚🪩໑̣ ❀ @aleestyles91]

Paul Roberts forever in the hearts of the directioners🤍🕊️

[Eleanor Calder @EleanorsDefence]

So many deaths and all of them are so young. Idk. Discovered 1D when i was a teenager myself. Now we’re young adults and there have been so many deaths already. Like this doesn’t feel normal to me. I feel like we should’ve heard about this type of news when we’d be on our sixties

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Ella had her little boy 🥹