Elena

My name is Elena
19
Please be aware this will be for sharing my most fucked up feelings that usually stem from horrible trauma and young sexualisation

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

For pinned
I'm 19
I will be posting about random feelings and thoughts that I don't feel like exposing people to without them wanting it
I will talk about rape fantasies, abuse both real and fantasy, childhood stuff, and just anything that my weird trauma brain makes me think of

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

when it hurts and i cry and beg him to stop and he stops instead of smacking me and doing it harder 😒

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

@ssummer26x this but get a text after with "cleanup time" :3

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

pin me down and get ready to rape me, then say " ok if you beg i promise i won't stick it inside your pussy"
then when i do you pull back and slam it all up my ass in one go
then cum inside my pussy ofc
promises dont apply to me £:

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

thinking about how he accidentally conditioned me to suck my cum soaked fingers every tiem

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

@celestebait ummmmm
CUTE

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

me being a traumatised little crybaby when nobody even touched me really bad
nobody raped me
nobody in my family touched me
not even a physically abusive boyfriend or dad
hell not even a cheating boyfriend

someone should teach me to be grateful or should have given me reasons

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

"shhhhh" as he pushes his dick into me while i sob uncontrollably and hyperventilate

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

he could have sat me on his lap and i wouldnt say a thing
even if it got hard
even if he grinded it against me
i'd be a good girl i swear

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

My big bro watched incest anime and I was a clingly little slut
he could have easily recreated some of those on me

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

My big bro watched incest anime and I was a clingly little slut
he could have easily recreated some of those on me

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

@babiecharmmy like at least wait more than 2 hours ffs T_T

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

"ow that hurts" but he doesn't say "good" and do it harder :/

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

sorry i got off track
also as a kid my sisters friend would bring me to her friends place and he would give me massages for free
i wonder if thats connected at all :e

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

Dont read to much into this but
I love thinking about a friend using me or selling me cheap, like texting me to come over and suck a stranger off bc she was 2$ away from paying her uber
telling me to send a vid of me shoving smth in my cunt bc some guy offered her a lift home

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

Finger me with your ring finger 🤤

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

Cute older woman who encourages me to model but slowly psuhes me to do more and more just for her friend to get off
pressure me until i refuse and then drug me or just threaten me right there
choke me until i'm too scared to say no, whatever it takes

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

"i have a daughter your age"
flirting

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

Sorry i dont post much
i usually liek to be here when im feeling more fucked up and rapeable :p

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

Do guys actually sniff girls underwear or is that just an anime thing?

[Elena @Elenas_mess]

@vivicutieowo youre so pretty ^^ your hair is actually so cute <3