Purification is the practice of consciously resetting the energy signature of what comes in through gratitude, through giving before you feel ready, through building your capacity to receive in the body, not just the bank account this is what Kriya does, this is what the breath does. You’re not just clearing channels for prana but also clearing channels for everything prana becomes
Lakshmi is never depicted clutching, she pours because hoarded energy stagnates. Money that moves through you toward aligned things generates more of itself, the flow is the abundance and the clinging is what kills it
Money is condensed prana, life force in a form society agreed to trade. Like all energy it has a quality, not just a quantity so the work isn’t just to get more it is also to learn how to receive clean, circulate with intention, and refuse to let distressed money set the frequency of your life
Most people think receiving is a financial event but it isn’t it is just a nervous system event first if your body can’t hold abundance without contracting, the money lands in that wound and amplifies it this is why purification is internal before it’s ever ritual
You can manifest the exact figure you asked for and still feel depleted after receiving it because money carries an energetic signature. How it was generated, who held it before you, what fear or force was compressed into it, arrives with all of that still inside
Your body is either in receiving mode or protecting mode, it cannot be both. Every breathwork session, every moment of stillness, every time you consciously soften you’re switching the signal
Stillness isn’t the absence of desire, it is desire without desperation. It’s wanting something fully and completely and being okay either way
That’s not detachment just mastery
You keep looking for signs it’s coming because some part of you doesn’t believe it will
The practice isn’t finding better signs, the practice is needing less proof
We’ve been conditioned to read speed as success and slowness as failure but the most powerful things trees, bones, oceans don’t rush
Neither does anything that actually lasts
Every time you refresh, revisit, or recheck you’re telling your nervous system the outcome is still uncertain
Certainty doesn’t check because it just knows
The version of you that’s always checking, always questioning, always needing proof that version repels the thing you want because urgency is a survival state, not a receiving state so learn to slow down and let your system open
A regulated nervous system doesn’t chase, doesn’t refresh, convince because it knows
That stillness you mistake for doing nothing? That’s the strongest signal you can send
dunno who needs to hear this..
but the fact that you can still feel wonder, devotion, gratitude, and love after everything you've been through shows that your spirit is far healthier than you think.
The fear is there because you were literally conditioned to shut it down everytime that power starts to rise, your nervous system flags it as dangerous because at some point, being that magnetic got you punished, rejected, or made unsafe so now your body treats your own aliveness like a threat and the throwing things at the wall phase? That’s you just trying to access it through your head instead of your body
Every time I feel my “sexy” side wanting to come out, I get scared. I don’t know how to stop this fear in its tracks. It’s like I get terrified of my own potential, of my own power. And then on the flip side, sometimes in a desperate attempt to conjure the power on demand.
I will throw things at the wall to see if they stick, and they rarely do. I resent not being initiated in the art of raw female sensuality and of being taught to fear it to the point where I don’t know how to properly wield it or allow myself or others to experience it.
Had few emails asking me to add few things in courses
Will be implementing them soon 🩵✨
Pricing isn’t going to change, just new features and things will be added once website is fully ready too
most people are not overwhelmed because life is hard. they’re overwhelmed because they’ve lost the ability to be present. the mind lives in tomorrow, the body lives in today, and the nervous system gets stuck somewhere in between.